solitude.

Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal. ~Albert Camus

I love mankind - it's people I can't stand. ~Charles M. Schulz, Go Fly a Kite, Charlie Brown

No man should go through life without once experiencing healthy, even bored solitude in the wilderness, finding himself depending solely on himself and thereby learning his true and hidden strength. ~Jack Kerouac


I like being alone, I always have.
I truly enjoy solitude.
I am not antisocial or anything, i do enjoy good times with my friends, but after a few days and weeks of being with someone and around someone, I need some solitude, some time to myself.
Although it seems like i don't care about other people when i cast them aside, it's just that I enjoy my own company more.

It's reached a point that it's getting hard to be myself, and by myself.
Everyone wants me to be "involved" I just want to be alone.

& trip is in danger.