Tuesday, September 9, 2008

I am going to set myself on fire.

me-i just want to move to NYC cause I want to start off with a clean slate.
him-Ahh, that's why, you've just piled on the shit long enough you want to wipe it clean.
me-exactly, i've just fucked shit up and fucked people up . I want to leave these people behind.
him-see the thing with me is I have been piling on the shit too, but I just keep piling it on.
him-see instead of running away from it I just let it pile on.

I guess he's kinda like me in the way that i don't care about other people's feeling or I do but we like to fuck it up, which is interesting.
We're evil.

sigh. why does this keep happening.
can't I get involved in a "normal" relationship or whatever you call it with someone.
or will the next 3 years will consist of one night stands, one time "flings" and drunken sexual antics.
If so I'd rather be left alone, because it's getting tired and boring really quick.

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