TILT embracing loneliness

the view from the back of the bus, originally uploaded by lazyoldsun.

watching movies in my room
mostly with quirky love stories or dark comedies.
especially ones with depressing/lost protagonists.
+fight club
+Royal tenembaums
+lucky number sleven
+you, me and everyone we know

Polyvore
it's quite entertaining and also inspiring and also tempting me.

my baby bangs and a choice to keep them short
and I am starting to believe that my hair is growing out of that awkward length yay!

thinking of NYC
I really am trying to purpetuate this thing forward.
I also think I keep talking about it like i AM going to move to NYC in january so It will acuatually happen, because most of everything I plan to do with people usually never happens, but with this it's all me and no one can really stand in my way to me moving to NYC, I've got some $$ and i am 19 .

Embracing my loneliness & the fact I am a hopeless romantic.
[watching the movies I have been watching doesn't help.]
i love being alone sometimes just being in my room laying on my bed half naked watching a movie what I would usually do, but now with my cute MISO :D who just lays there in cuteness.

but I have to admit i've been getting lonely.
my friends call and text to hang out but I can usually predict if i will happen or not, and i am almost always right, which sucks...
I keep thinking about that guy from starbucks, will i see him again?
most likely since i always go to starbucks every time I work but what will I do when i see him again, prob. nothing but I really hope i say something, nothing weird and stupid please!
I am hoping soon cause this entire week I have been going into starbucks hoping I see him again, but I just end up seeing the other nice guys that work there.

le sigh

another thing i am loving.

BLUEBERRIES.