Sunday, August 10, 2008

sigh. must you care.


sigh. why do people seem to be so worried for me, i know they mean only good things and are looking out for me but i think they'd know i am not naive and weak-minded.
i make "bad" choices but i do this knowing all conplications and conquences, that follow my actions.
I am not some brainless silly girl who in just in it for the pleasure. i am well aware of the pain my actions have on my physical, emotion and mental health and not only that but the pain i cause other people to have with my completly fabricated feelings, cheap emtional blows and violent words.

and all i can say to that is.
I don't care.
i really don't.

so to those who are concerned with me and my actions.
thank you for feeling and thinking of me in a way i would never.
but
don't be.
let me be.
because i am well aware of what i am doing, let me fuck up my relationships and life however i choose to do so.

:D

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