blazen'

I love having a great time and then getting it shit on when I remember about the people I hate&how lonely I am.
-_-


FUCK!

?WTA?ES

found two new sites to give me daily LAWLS
&
send to my friends [mostly Marc]

Whattheasian.com
Emostudent.com

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xwRJssyrVes&feature=related















EPIC LAWL

and surprises lost their thrill.

http://www.dear-god.net/hope/i-live-in-a-dream-world/
favorite post.
&
I agree with her.
http://www.dear-god.net/belief/the-reason-god-knows-everything-you-do-is-because-god-is-you-its-a-joke-dont-you-get-it/#comments


hmmm i love this song.
ignore the animation.


Your heart is always almost beating
along with windy frozen tunes.

But you say you've laughed enough,
your closet's stuffed with last year's blues.
But you know by summertime your suicide's just last year's news.

What will we find inside of your room?
Notes in the margins,
records always spinning.
Clues you know you want all to know
your little soul grew old too soon
and surprises lost their thrill.


warped tour was amazing but this week feels blah.

confession.
I think i am becoming into an alcoholic.
and the fact that people don't understand me and think i am too weird, crazy, and wild makes me feel even lonelier.
because once I find someone who is remotely close to who I am they are either far far away or I find out that it's a lie.

This is the reason why I don't care for relationships of any kind.
yes I try to keep in touch [i never do] and miss that person but I know better,
I might not see them ever again.
and I accept that.

yis

mmmmm :D!

tired of my girlish pleasures? i think not!

BTW i think i am an Insomniac
acute Insomnia to be exact i think.

mountians&shit

well i am in Tennessee in a hotel room with my family and my sister's boyfriend.
the vacation has been pretty okay thus far and whatever's left of it is gonna spent in a car driving back down to south florida.
But I am okay with that, just need some tunes-age and maybe some guitar hero's for DS, if i am able to find it.

I guess the highlight of the trip was the time spent in the hotel in Atlanta and the hotel/house on water at nighttime.

I've come to conclusion long ago that I am a night person.
I am a total Vampire&love it.

..anyway
onward to other things.

I like to compare parts of my life
to the sims LAWl
yes i am that much of a nerd.

well my social is deff going up!
with me hanging out or talking to these new guys. but i say the sims view of relationships is soo true and practical the more you talk&hang out with someone the higher rating or ranking they have. or how well the connection is.

Yousef- hawt, punk, lead singer of a Xcore punk band, smart ass hell, vegetarian, all around awesome && a sexy accent to boot.
downside he is about. 31 hours flight time wiki answers tells me.
waa waaa waa. -_-

Austin- punk, hawt, nice, part of a band.
downside he looks a hella lot like my ex & i dont know that much about him.

Brian- cool, nice, good to talk to male version of me. musician
downside, never seen him :/

Charles- cool, nice, musician, smart, awesome friends :D
downside don't know him that well& looks like ex too.