Wednesday, April 30, 2008

MARCCCC.






some free time :D












woot i finally saw yousef on cam!
ahaha to bad i'll be much busier now.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Soo I did horribly this week so far with the food.
I Am sooo fucking full.

I had Pizza again!
& cini-sticks!

aww mannnn..

and today wasn't that productive.
but it was.


+Got registered at work today.
+got the camera equipment.
+found out where the vintage store in miami is.
+talked to more people.
+walked a lottttt today.

but i mustn't stop now.
I still need to work my big ass off all of this week and prepare for disney.

i need to
+check car
+buy park tickets
+pack clothes
&
other things i cant think of right now.
:D

Channeling Circa 1967 & ProtoPunk

I love this song.
I think i should have been in there era, forreal.
I am fighting between my inner hippie and punk.








"Patti Smith, suggests in the documentary 25 Years of Punk that the hippies and the punk rockers were linked by a common anti-establishment mentality."
<33

$$$

So yesterday was a pretty busy.
I had that interview and today i am going in to do some paper work WOOT i am gonna be getting $$$
in a store that's pretty cool&fun.
However i am not sure where forever 21 stand in the environment...
hmmm maybe i can do some thing to help.

I had Pizza yesterday, i know i felt horrible.
I am trying to be a vegan/raw but pizza aww man!
so i slipped, but i won't eat meat or chicken ever again that's for sure.

on the bright side yesterday.
+i drank loads of water.
+got the job!
+talked to this guy I had a crush on in high school :D
+finished my midterm in class.
+ took my 365 picture.


and dat was it for the day.

today i am.
+going to school to shoot my midterm.
+do some paper work.

and that's all i really have planned for today.

this week is just pretty helter skelter.
with having to finish all my midterms before next week and before this weekend.
and damnit i want to hang out with some people, but i am leaving for disney.
Which is just AWESOMEEE!!

+oh that's some thing else i have to buy tickets for disney.

but i would like to hang out with.
+Javier
+Jessica
+Lauren
+Bryan
+Sara
+Larson
+MJ
+Surain
+Taja
+Jobeth
+George
+Yorlenis

yups but Disney is gonna be awesome!
hope Tom's parents like meh :D

Sunday, April 27, 2008

A day.




Beginning of a new week.

I <3 Surrealism

I just watched I <3 huckabees just when I almost forgot about my love of surrealism & philisops
I have been held up by this ICING challenge
That i have been letting my really thoughts and theories fade away.
I should have included this as part of my transformation.

man Do i have some work this week.
Last week was just kinda, challengeing and i didnt really acomplish all my goals but it was a positive& great start!

I cant wait for this week, i have a feeling it'll be a long one.

I love how many layers and branches DADA&SURREALISM have.
It's so wonderful.

To the beginning of my journey!

I am gonna try to make my posts& daily photos more interesting this week.

Neosurrealism

Bum-ish weekend



So I thought yesterday was Sunday.
I am really going crazy now.

the days are blending together that I don't even know what day it was anymore.. damn

Yesterday I went to Walmart, they had avacados on sale YUS!
+watched spun
+Sam came over.
+smoked some weed. [bad i know.]
+I was looking at tattoos


well today
+ate tabbolah & "tacos" YUM. It is getting so easy to stay raw, kinda.
+bought new shoes & clothes.
However I spent 100$ damnit.

Friday, April 25, 2008

so i kinda slipped on the blog thing.





But yesterday was fun
I went to aventura and some guy came up to meh cause my shirt was written in arabic
TASTE it said.
he spoke of being in homeland security and how vital arabic was.
I think i am gonna take a class for arabic.
boo yea.


so i am gonna post 2 pics tonight :D

+today i got my eyebrows did
+got some juice
+hung out with jobeth
+ I was tempted but i did stay RAW today :D
+made a delicious paella& then eat it with some guac on a leaf of romaine. AWESOME,



the days are kinda blending together.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

becoming who I am

I found these +++ blogs/entries to be really helpful and got me thinking.

I should:

+look at my role models and see what they did, that made me like them, or be known enough.
+Find some cinematographers that I like
+watch tons of films over and over.
+listen to people and how they talk.
+Dialogue in film.
+Who inspired these great people.
+follow in someone's path to find my own.

hmm i've got lots to think of.
I am tired of sitting on my tush!

Let's pick up the pace.

I love arachnids


Day 3

I just stayed home al day I felt kinda bored and useless.
So today wasn't so great, I should have gone out and did something but I didn't..

Things I did do right today.
+clean up my room[kinda]
+hang clothes/clean them.
+Take the 365&figure out the digital camera.
+eat All raw today! i had a yummy taco!
-Romaine leaf, sunflower seed-agave-soy sauce nut meat, guacamole, tomatoes, onions, lime

hoping tomorrow's a better day!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

02/27




So I've been home al day but I eat all raw well 80% i did had one bread...
and I am going to read tonight and think of my script for class. :D

I am gonna be using my sister's old camera.

to a rocky start.




My first day of the ICING challenge was well, Challenging ><>

Sunday, April 20, 2008

New Self.

K so new things are gonna go down with my life.
And I have chosen to take the ICING challenge and do this month transformation.
A list of things I am going to be doing.

Work out everyday excluding weekends, but plan active stuff.
100% raw vegan.
365 day
everyday transformation pic.
drink lots of water only.
read every night.
take more photographs
eat at home more often.
street art and insallations [hell yea]



things I am going to be planing for next month/Birthday is....

A KICK ASS TATTOO

Friday, April 18, 2008

Polywhore.



for the Gala/Modcloth comp. but also what I'd like to wear,
I'd wear the heels if I was ballsy.





Trying to see the lighter side of things, I've been wearing to much grey and black I want a little inspiration for soft color.
Although I kinda loath pastels, I like these colors together.
Makes me think babies :D And I Love Babies!

There's a train I want to catch.

Hung out with Tom&Matt.
All was good.
Took a long nap.
Saw Jobeth.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Everyday.

I found me a new project!
This project will mirror, 356 day & ICING.
i am gonna be doing
Gala's challenge and I am sooo excited!
At the same time Of the gala challenge I am going to be starting 356 days & a new project I'll call A Year In A Life Or simply Everyday. I might think of a cooler name later. :D
The 356 days and Everyday photos will only differ in that the Everyday Photos are in the same position with the same face.

SOOOO excited!
I hope I actually get to finish, usually if I am late or miss one day I'll give up.
So an alarm might be needed.






He just do what he please.

Had an interview with Forever 21 today.
Ate out at Fuddruckers with parents, sister, lauren, bry and his mom.
That's about it.

I really want to stat updating more, but If life gets to busy it'll be weekly instead of daily.
Although I'd rather update daily. ><>

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Friday, April 4, 2008

Love love love.

Been gone for a while...

It was a combination of spring break and first week of class.

yups so I like my classes this quarter only thing i know is that there are gonna be a bit harder and i am gonna have quite a bit of work.

but they're still fun classes :D
I am a bit afraid about my communication class, and I hope i still get to hang with tom D:

I am also gonna be taking more photographs and spending some time in darkroom. hopefully!


Well things i am currently obsessing over this week.

this song makes me feel good and has been calming down the stressed and pissed off melissa. ahha

SCHOOL-New classes and new professors who are nice and really cool, excluding one scriptwriting teacher who never showed.tsk. thinking about moving to the UK, Spain or France for film school. how will I ever afford it, I don't know!

PLANNING ON MOVING ON UP-job searching and CV making which I need to get done this week in addition to homework and monday stuffs (Speech)!
Although I really loathe money and the control it has over our world, I have to get on getting some $$ so I can get somewhere and then, eventually not depend on money to make me happy. the life of a "vagrant" as Marc says. I prefer "Nomadic living!"

DEVELOPMENT-fixing up my wardrobe and making it more clean and laid-back aka. more mio. and improving on myself and school and whatnot.

E-CRUSH-yus i am currently obsessing over the internet! and I go on MSN every night to talk to international buddies and an e-crush from NZ :D

LIBRARY-I love going to my school's library it isn't that grand or anything but only place I could find books on film with ease which is fabulous! I like just looking for a few books and then sitting next to the large window where the sun is beaming. I then just write a few thangs down that inspire me.

I was reading a large book on aesthetics ugly being one of them! Ha. women in film, new wave movement, art cinema and surrealism.

Muzi Quawson-"Muzi Quawson is a London-based artist and photographer who documents different aspects of American society. Quawson's practice explores the nature of identity, focusing on people and communities that have adopted an existence as society's alleged outsiders." from
documentography.com. I saw a spread of her photography in a magazine at school, and loved it. anddd.. and interview to.

P.S:
communicating vessels by andre breton. Must have!
"I hate the world and it's distractions." Andre breton.

Antonin Artaud




First surrealist film from the 1920's