guys..

hmmm i dont want to be in a relationship at all.
I just want to have fun and not be tied down or even change because of someone.

I want someone that will enhance me and i am pretty sure yousef Might be that guy.
ahh but he is just an e-crush i know.

ohh well hope i find someone like that
not to soon though.

i also notice that guys i date and even meet/ interested in are sensitive.
or is it that guys are more sensitive then i am?

sighh. t5hat really makes me feel more or a freak-ish gurl!
a none normal grl that is.. hahaha

I am deff not extremly sensitive nor am i the damsel in distress or the sexy gurl.

i am quite content with being the "cute" gurl ahah!

i dont like to take myself seriously and i hate stressing!
so
for now Mel doesnt really want to be part of the dating scene.
to much stress , pressure, drama and all things i dont like.

hmmmm actually i think i am going ot avoid guys like that.
i know if i dated yousef it wouldnt be like that!
hmm
but Mj is really awesome too but i dunno.




AHHHH GUYS BACK OFFF!

it's funny i want a guy or guys to be with or chill with but at the same time.
that shit makes me nervous!

but with the right guy it will be fun right?

like yousef!
he totally knows how to make me like him or maybe it's just guys like him.
I need to find more of them!
NOT ONLINE
XP

p.s: why do guys feel the need to call me?
uhh yea.

i got this twice..

A-do you mind if i call you or talk to you?
B-uhh i don't really care of mind
A-oh so you don't like talking to me?
B-umm i don't mind it
A-ohh so you dont like to talk to me.
....
something like that.
they always sound upset or mad that i say this.

is it mean ahaha?