lame.

I think I am clinically depressed.
mm oh well
I feel this way constantly so I am used to dealing with it.
But sometimes I feel engulfed by it.
"where am I?" "Why cant I feel?"

Others are engulfed in there art, music, money, job, passion, lover.
I am engulfed by depression and loneliness.

Although I have friends, family, and health.
Although I have a good life, It hardly feels like it sometimes.


other news.

I need more sleep.

I wish I wasnt so shy, then I might be happier.

I thought that I didnt hesitate to do things, but sometimes I guess I do.