freedom.

Wow. I thought I was stronger then this.

I guess I deny deny deny to much.

 I get wrapped up in this made-up world of mine. 

A world were people think i am beautiful.

A world were people like me for who I am.

A world were every guy is awesome and nice.

A world were that guy likes me and we are gonna be together.

A world were I'll move out and live an amazing life traveling to exotic locations.

It's just a world of fantasy, and whenever reality hits me once again I feel lost.

ahh..

I seriously think I am depressed.

I am tired of living under a place where I have rules, authority. ahhh

I feel like a hippy!

But yea I wanna be free.

I think I need to travel around see what's out there. 

I want to actaully live!

my sister lived when she moved to Ohio. she actaully got to experience something new.

I love my parents and being latina.

But I hate the old school ideals. 

Its not me.

so I suppress i guess thats why I am like how I am.

sometimes I think i am to crazy for anyone to understand.

Sometimes my good friends dont even understand me.

its fustrating.

But i am used to it.

Story of my life.

fucking full of let downs that now I am used to it.

well I don't feel anything anymore.

I am not really this sad when I am not alone.

it's only when I go back to reality.

well I'd like to live in my own world, forever :D